“I’m not judging
anyone for their questions and concerns about adopting. I had fears too, and it’s
one of the many reasons I want to tell this story...”
“Anyone who ever
wondered how much they could love a child who did not spring from their own
loins, know this: It is the same” -
Nia Vardalos, Instant Mom
Nia Vardalos desired to be a mom, but Mother Nature stood in
her way. Instant Mom is Nia’s story of fighting Mother Nature and then finding
a way around her. But it’s also Nia’s story of waiting through times of
uncertainty in the adoption matching process. And it’s also Nia’s story of
meeting her daughter. It’s the story of her daughter immediately making Nia’s
house a home, and Nia and her husband Ian eventually helping to make their home,
their daughter’s home. With humor and
sensitivity, Nia shares her journey through infertility treatments, adoption education,
fost-adopt matching, parenting, finalization, and more parenting. She casually shows the need of older kids to
be adopted, the potential for openness in adoption to include grandparents, and
the value of pets in helping a child feel secure in a new home. Along the way,
she deals with people who unintentionally (and sometimes intentionally) say
hurtful things, media who learn when to keep secrets, and a coyote masquerading
as a dog.
I read it from cover-to-cover in one night. I smiled when
Nia’s daughter told the family dog, “Manny, you’re adopted, too!” I laughed out
loud as Nia and her daughter drew ire from their elevator companions by making
fart news. I was intrigued as Nia and her husband helped their daughter
participate in choosing her own new name. I cringed inwardly as her daughter
screamed through her baptism. I jotted down notes as Nia gave advice worthy of
foster care trainings, like, “Don’t make everything a teachable moment.” I was touched by her sensitivity, as she
encouraged waiting parents that, when you finally do meet your child, it’s like
an oven fan turns off, and the noise that you didn’t realize was bothering you
is silenced. I was particularly impressed at the thorough, informed, and
sensitive “How to Adopt” appendix. You can pre-order Nia’s book on Amazon right
now.
Nia spoke with Addison Cooper of Adoption at the Movies to
share about her book and her journey towards parenthood.
Addison: Nia, you said that you’re an inherently
optimistic person that was in a bleak situation, and many folks that are
wanting to adopt are nervous, anxious, or frightened. How did you stay hopeful?
Nia: I gathered information, and statistically, even the
most doubting person would have to admit and accept that this does work. There
are just so many adoptions that are viable forms of parenting; why are only
listening to the few (negative stories) that the media has picked up?
Addison: There are so many horror stories, even if adoption
does form a family, that adopted kids are going to have problems or challenges
that are going to be insurmountable. (In your book) even a guy in the park
said, “Aren’t you afraid that your child is going to be damaged?” What would you say to folks who are
considering adoption but are kind of scared away by what they’ve heard?
Nia: I would just say gather the facts, listen to the
statistics, see how many adoptions stick, work, form wonderful, wonderful
families, and just follow your instincts.
Addison: Nia, what part of the adoption process came really
easily to you, and which were the parts that were more challenging?
Nia: The part that absolutely was challenging was when I
went to the State and met with some abrupt social workers that day. Now, I’m
not saying that most are (like that). As I say in the book, I know that there
are wonderful state social workers. Eventually, I did meet them. But that day,
the two people that I met were really pessimistic and a bit condescending, and
I thought, well, I’m not going to be dissuaded, so I just kept doing my search. (After this) is when I found out about foster
family agencies. And it’s not the same at the foster family agency. It’s not
the same. It’s confusing, but foster family agencies are the free services that
are available in every state, where your master social workers will guide you
through the system. Completely different; it absolutely led us on the path to
our daughter.
Addison: You said
that, in spite of some of the stories and some of the people you met, the
majority of foster parents and social workers that you ran into were really
positive and inspiring people. Without breaking anyone’s privacy, what’s a
story that you’ve come across that really touched you as you were journeying
along the road?
Nia: I met a woman in, let’s just say, another state, who
has been foster mother to approximately 40 kids over the years, and her picture
wall is filled with letters and cards and pictures of them at college, all over
the walls – at college with their families, pictures with their kids; I walked
around that room, it was a museum of good karma.
Addison: It sounds so beautiful that she fostered forty
kids, and in a very real way remained family with them for the rest of their
lives.
Nia: Yes, some people aren’t able to adopt. Some people are
looking to foster and give kids a loving home. They’re fantastic people. And
that’s what was so surprising to me, because all I’d heard in the media were
like, “the story of the person who did it for money,” or “the story of this,”
and it’s so disheartening how jaded the media can be. So I thought, well, I’ve
just got to write this book and push back with the good stories, the ones I saw
with my own eyes. As I mentioned, I got
an award in Washington, and I met a man who runs a group home for kids. These
kids all looked like a basketball team of happiness. And they’re all
surrounding him and loving him, and they were honoring him that night.
Addison: That is so happy.
Nia: Yeah, those are the stories that I want to tell.
Addison: I wish I could have been there. One of the things you said that really stuck
out was that some people rappel really quickly into adoption after fertility
issues, and you said a decision made in fear is a reaction instead of an
action. But at the same time, when you met your daughter – when you actually
heard about your daughter for the first time, you knew right away that she was
the one. So, two really different types of decisions can happen really quickly,
how do you distinguish between the two?
Nia: I think the answer is fear. If there’s a nagging
feeling inside that “you have to do
this. You have to do this.” You
probably should question that feeling and ask yourself are you doing it out of
fear. If there’s an urging feeling, a feeling of “this is it,” usually I
respond to that better. When I met my daughter, – I mean, when I got the call,
I actually got a tingling in my fingertips, and knew this was it. It was such a
strange feeling. And when we met, as I describe in the book, there was no doubt
that this is why it all happened. I felt the connection to the Universe, in
the, “Ah – you have a plan, and God has a plan, and your plan doesn’t count.”